Understanding Religion's Relationship To Human Social Systems

What should I do? Knowing what I know now, ... If I had my life to live over again, ... I'd obsess over physical, psychological, emotional, social, and financial health. If I'm back in the distant past, every decision I make from then on ... will be about getting maximally ready to secure a permanent place in the heart, bed, and life of the love I lost. Currently, she's in a committed, monogamous situation that is more than merely friends and lovers. But less than a full-fledged relationship. They've been somewhat informally in a committed pair for almost a year. But I only recently came back into her life about 2 months ago (remotely, via FB phone calls and messages). He has some perks I cannot compete with. He's a simple man with uncomplicated needs, wants, and communication. He's not very emotionally present most of the time. And treats her like an afterthought whenever he has free time, until his needs become pressing enough that he su...